March 19th 2010

Pamela: I think there is some type of wine conv at the Bflo Conv Center tomorrow??? Did you read about it. Thought you may be interested.  I don't know how much it cost to attend. 

 

Daniel: Sounds interesting.. I will have to look into it! You know I like the wine.

They are letting us go home early since it is so dead here today. I am leaving work now.Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry

Pamela: How nice and the weather is nice out although it looks sort of cloudy in the distance.  I wish I could go home early.  Whatever happened to the days where I could go out in territory.  And then I remember all the times I was in bad neighborhoods in the dark and working til 9:00 pm.  I guess I can't have it both ways but I feel so useless here.  They have not offered me any training except for the computer training that I took a couple of months ago.  

 

Daniel: Well I think it will be a good change for a while. So they haven't trained you at all? What in the world are they waiting for?? But nonetheless I think you stick with this for a while so you can de stress and stop worrying as much. And then hopefully you can find a job that is more challenging. 

 

Pamela:

Next step would be a supervisor - Grade 11 - then maybe I could afford "the cheap condo on the waterfront" of course by that time the condo will probably cost well over $200,000 and I wouldn't be able to afford it anyway.  Nothing they do here makes sense.  People feel threatened by me and two other workers that they transferred up here as well as a new supervisor.  The word is is that there is going to be a big blow up before the 2nd deputy commissioner retires.  Word is that they are going to send some workers here down to children's services to show them what real work is.

 

My blood pressure has gone down although it is still fluctuating which is still a problem.  Believe it or not I am more tired doing nothing than actually working but I am less worried and less stressed which is good.  Wish I would have done something different with my life.

 

I put new batteries in the remote.  I was watching and taping a show at the same time.  Are you able to put it "in reverse" while watching it?  It didn't work last night although I may not have been pointing it to the sensor.  I have been on the chaise the past few nights to have my feet up as they still bother me.

 

I am done with physical therapy - that was getting me down as I was getting up at 4:00 am - Bummer. 

 

Daniel: Well I hope everything goes okay and no one hates you because you came up there... You can do anything you put your mind to. I really want you to find something you enjoy.. Or at the very least don't hate.

And regarding the dvr you should be able to rewind the show you are watching despite taping another.

Glad PT is over.. I know that was a pain.. Is your foot better? I hope you can start your walks again.. I know you liked that. Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry

Pamela:

I wanted to start walking last night but I got lazy and got on the internet.  On Wed i have been going to lenten services.  Mon and Tues - i didn't feel well and the other night it was breezy.  As you can see, I have a lot of excuses.  I would like to start doing the river walk again.  Too embarrassed to use by walkman as no one has them anymore.  Some people here have some real nice headsets.  I saw a guy on the plan to maine with "bose" head sets.  They must really be expensive.  Not getting any overtime but when I start the training then I will probably get some OT.  Remember the OT got too much for me as I was so burned out but I made almost $5,000 worth of OT last year and didn't even work all the OT I was given but I did most of it. 

 

Did you check the geico link on msn.com last night as it had your video on as I could not find it on You Tube.  

 

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